I want to sleep but I’m just thinking and worrying about every possible thing. I shut my eyes and my mind just wanders to every thought I try to avoid the rest of the day.
My financial woes and lack of luck in finding a job continue to keep me awake. trying to figure out a way to move..plans for this weekend..and of course he’s on my mind as well and what’s going on with him.
My dad will be gone 8 years on Sunday. in 8 years my life has decayed to this. My father is not happy. I’m not happy. I need to be better. But I can’t seem to even catch a break to make myself better. I feel like such a piece of shit..I can’t even find a job.
I can’t help it. I’m just selfish.
There’s no way that I could share you.
That would break my heart to pieces.
Honestly the truth is If i could just die in your arms, i wouldnt mind.
Cause everytime you touch me I just die in your arms. oh it feels so right So baby baby please dont stop.
Oh baby, i know lovin you ain’t easy but it sure is worth a try.
Ohhh if there is a reason to call me a fool,
Cause i love too hard… are there any rules baby?
If this is a lesson, then baby teach me to behave.
Just tell me what i gotta do, just to stay right next to you
